Expensive

Just so everyone knows if you want to call Mexico and talk for 17 minutes it will cost you $45.23. That is how much a call was for me to call my parent while they were on vacation to tell them I lost the baby! I would do it all again, just hearing their voice brought so much peace and comfort to me. We had already told everyone in our family, except for them and after i got off the phone with them, I felt complete. Everyone knew...I have learned for now, Thursday's and Friday's are hard days for me. It will get better, but for now, those two days suck more than others! We are hanging in there, William has started subbing for schools in the area, he applied to a university to teach, but I will not tell you which one...unless we get the job! I have been able to start running again and it has been so miserable,it is like starting over as a runner! My goal today was to not cry at all on the run, I did it. I have had so much pain in my joints during and after a run, it has been a challenge, I look forward to overcoming it. Tomorrow I had plans to run a half, then I got prego, I still thought I could do it, then I lost the baby, and I had more of a desire to do it, but I cannot run faster then I have strength, so I will not do it. So I will do a half in November, a half just for me!  Night!